nothing lasts forever and we both know hearts can change

happiness doesn't last long. it usually disappears in a blink of an eye.

me and my boyfriend split up. same old story.

yesterday was a party at my friend's house. i did a lot of stupid things, as always. i can't say that there were mistakes 'cause people could make a mistake once. each next time is our conscious choice. funny, what fools can love make from ourselves.

i remember that dawn
when you stand up
and promised
you’d never come back
you took my breath
my blood turned into
an amaranth
it was like a
judgement imposed
into our love
i felt like i was
hounted by a
black hound
This beast led
Me straight to
The abyss
You made it feel
Like a funeral.
Funeral of my heart.
You led these feelings
To destruction.
I’m enslaved
To You.

[one of my "poems"]

yeah, it's all in my head.