welcome to the life of electra heart

only photos

the more i see, the less i know.

maybe it's finally time to let the past be the past. what's done is done. and it should be left. i can't change past but i have an influence on my future. and it's time to do something.

friday was my last day of school year. now, only 8 matura exams and i'll be free. it was pretty good day. i was running barefoot at the green grass and felt kinda happy. in the evening i was at the club with my friends.
saturday was kinda boring. mostly studying.
sunday - i spent all morning and afternoon at learning. then i met with my ex-boy, who is no longer my ex. we're back together. again. i guess. and i hope it will work this time.
och, and i saw two hedgehogs. lovely.

i need a hero

what's the point in waiting for someone who'll probably never come back? sad. the most painful aspect about that is awareness. you know that nothing will happen but you still wait. even if you know it's pointless. yeah, this all 'love stuff'. it leaves me powerless.

the primadonna life, the rise and fall

tired. tired. tired. just some photos and music tonight.

Pigeon's influence: Marina and the diamonds - Primadonna
Nina Nesbitt - Stay out
Nina Nesbitt - Statues

wake me up when the bluebells are ringing

studying math almost all day. in the morning i was doing tasks, then my friend come to my place and he was teaching me. and in the evening i met with Pigeon. we spent some time on talking and taking photos. and now i should be studying (matura is coming), but i'm lazy as hell. meh.

I fell off the wagon
Into your arms
Into this long month of Sundays

 Now deep in a forest
Losing all though of spring
And nothing can help me remember
And I'm going nowhere fast
A darker day has hold at last
Deep in this dream I let the compass keep spinning

And your love has come too late
Away from the garden gate
Wake me up when the blue bells are ringing

How can it be over after all that we had
A river runs through the rafters down, down, down
Does it leave me sleeping? Dreaming only of spring
The phone rings out and I remember
But I'm going nowhere fast
A darker day has hold at last
Deep in this dream I let the compass keep spinning

lyrics from http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P0dVFFOgClY

yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky

i spent lovely morning in a park with my friend. this guy is awesome. i admire his patience. he still wants to listen to my bullshit, which must be tough. i also bumped into two guys who were very attractive for me. and i talked with each of them just like that. i don't know what's happening with me. i have courage to talk to random guys, but i don't have any when it comes to talk with a guy i love. difficult situation.

i don't have any photos from today, so i'll post an old one.

nothing ever came from a life that was a simple one

i'm tired of drama. there are things in my life that need to be changed. and i hope that i could finally change them. with a little help from my friends, of course. i'm glad that i have them.

some pics from today

 

my cute pigeon. http://pigeongray.blogspot.com/